stars are blind!

most of my friends wont believe this.....that Im very happy for Rafa.....I know he deserves the achievement.....he's been tryin for so long.....its not easy losing the final of your dream tournament twice in a row...leave alone the possibility of a third......but he's an achiever....he chases his dreams.....every next time u watch him play...he comes up with better ways to improve his game......he inspires me....because Ive never seen people learn so well from their mistakes and those of others....he picks up brilliantly...studies the game of the opponent and fights back....Im very happy for him and I kinda feel cruel for praying harder for federer to win...but I didnt want federer to be defeated.....because I hate to see him lose and I hate that word even remotely associated with him...since Im not very used to it anyway.....but I didnt not want Nadal to win........
I'm a very passionate person.....so I tend to reach extremes of emotions.....I cant watch somebody being defeated in a game like this......if fed wudve won I would be freakin rejoicing for weeks.......but I wouldnt be able to get the image of nadal holding the runner-up trophy outta my mind......so it was literally unbearable for me to hear it when they attached the word runner - up to fed....it was a historic match...and everybody who was witness to it knew there were 2 winners....most of the people I knew were so strong about it...nadal won..but federer didnt lose....I wish I could be like that too...but I was literally sobbing.....and my mom was a lil too shocked to react....perhaps she didnt know how to...so she just stood beside me waitin for the grief to submerge in the pool of my tears.....she knew I was hell bent on wanting fed's 6th consecutive title but she didnt know it gets so sentimentally crazy....heehee...she kinda freaked out on my emotional health a bit coz its not very often you see an effeminate outburst in sports....I didnt wanna hate nadal and I had no one else to blame..but I finally chose a potential candidate to dislike....Toni Nadal....and I hate him for being so impeccable in reading Federer's game and teaching it to Rafaa.......
Anyway I cant help but notice the friendship between the 2 of them and the respect that they share for each other......but for me fed is still the king....I know alot of people are thinkin bout the end of the era and all that......but they are the ones who see the glass half empty more often than they see it half full........
The king will reign......battles are not won by both sides but that doesn't mean the opponents scabbards weren't sharp enough...



25. In a lion-fight....if u don't win....doesn't mean you dunno how to roar...
26. Don't lick your wounds.....celebrate them....cause the scars you bear are the signs of a competitor......


muaaaah to federer!!