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Here I am again, lying in my bed, waiting for the tears to get out of my system so that my eyes can finally seal and take me into an unconscious zone where I feel no pain.
I wait for them and wonder. Even though I have surrendered my life to fate so willingly, I miss my old self that worried about the future all the time. I wonder where my life is headed and why the alley in which I've landed so dark and endless. My heart has been split into two. One half contains all my fears and sorrows and worries. The latter is keeping me going, the one that has faith, the one that makes conversation with every cell of my body, and nudges it to keep going, the one that is giving me an inexplicable hope about the future, the one that keeps me calm, composed and the one that exudes love. It is my soul that is ruling my existence. My soul has taken charge and is rising within me, holding me upright, taking all my doubts and fears, grinding and pushing them out of my body so that when I wake up, I will never remember this pain again. It is re injecting me with so much positivity every day that I have no choice but to feel it. It is healing me. I feel pure, cleansed and and renewed. How I have survived this, only He knows. He is the witness, He is the master. I wish I knew what He has planned, at least a clue, at least a hint. But He has conveniently resided within my heart and is smiling all the time, like I'm the tortoise who will win the race eventually. He has reined me back, slowed down my dreams and made me surrender. He seems to have answered my prayers in the strangest way. I wanted to live a true life and it seems like He is opening my eyes to just that. He is keeping me real, He is making me pure. I have no CLUE. I have NO clue. But its healing me.
# God loves you desperately, live as though you believe it.
## What you're becoming is more important than what you're accomplishing.
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10 comments:
Profound is all I can say :)
Jus believe all is going to be alright. Don't have words to say more than this.
Love u sweetie. Take care :)
:) I hope everything is like ' THE SUN'
Everythin will be fine sister...:-)
isnt life always like that - the heart that holds the will to fight also holds the submission to lose.
hey sweetie...loved it...how ahve u been?????missin u alot!!!everythng will be fine.....love u
@ karan: BIG HUG!
@Fanaah: It is amazing though, how we have the strength to endure some things.
@hilo: lumukuhu
It’s always your choice as to what kind of day you want to have. Even before your foot touches the floor, try smiling. You don’t need a reason. By just smiling, you’ll begin your day in a positive way. All thought creates reality, so by starting off your day in this way, you’ll attract more positive vibes and opportunities.
Try to look beyond what you’re seeing in front of you. Layers of life’s issues may be covering the goodness that’s inside people. Look deeper to feel if they have a kind, pure heart. Look for the good that’s in every person, and in every situation.
dear shraddha,
Sometimes it’s good to let go of the river’s edge and let the flow of life take you to where you're supposed to be. It can be quite liberating when you do let go. Suddenly, opportunities and choices become exciting, and surprisingly, you still feel safe by letting go of the outcome. Of course, there are other times when it makes more sense to grab a pair of oars and steer yourself in a certain direction.
take good care of urself coz only if you take care of urself , ull be able to take care of others. while travelling in a plane we first use the oxygen mask on ourself and then put it on the child and many others. hope you got wat i am talking about..
love always
God Bless You
Thats exactly what this post is about. I have surrendered and I am letting the river carry me where it wants to.
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